we have a date!

Almost two years we have been waiting for this sentence…..

you have been assigned a court date.

Those words have changed our family forever. In about one month we will be traveling to get our son! While I cannot give details just keep us in your prayers. I will be in the country for at least two months ( Tim just 2 weeks). That is two months away from my friends, family, and home.And for those of you that know me  I am not a planner in any sense of the word. So just making a google calendar sent me into a panic.While the little ones at home are so excited they are a bit apprehensive about their mom being gone for so long. God has blessed us though with friends and family who are going to love them well while I’m gone.  I am beyond blessed and honored to be this little boys mama.To be able to kiss and hug him. To love him and hold him when he cries. to hear his laugh and voice for the first time. all the nights I have cried just to feel his heart next to mine is so close. Please just keep us in your thoughts and prayers with so many changes and goodbyes that are coming. baby boy…mama is coming soon….